Love lie

Just to say I love you would let the secret out.
Its almost like if I don’t hold onto that I will have lost something.
I want control…the lie of control…please let me believe it.
Live it….be it…I wanna drown in this ocean I’ve created.
Stabbing myself in the gut with denial.
I fucking love you!
I never wanted to need you.
Now pride kills me…I can’t let you in or let you win.

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